"watch carefully k baby? making you cookies isn't all easy as it seems. you have to *squish squish* it a lil and etc~" :D

1, 2, 3.. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!! :D :D :D

who's the fairest of them all? STACY! :D
coolest shitz yoghurt. HAHA!


O.M.G. i cant believe Singaporeans are so evil. well.. actually one Singaporean, but i dunno who. if i knew who that person was, i would have minced him/her into chop suey or whatever. tsk! to think he/she had the audacity to take my jeans and run away with it after it dropped to the ground floor, from hanging on my kitchen window. i dont have enough jeans already, and that person still did that to me. WEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! D: i've got one word for that person.. KARMA!! you're gonna get it you dipshit/douchebag.. (ehh sherwin, what other words are there to scold ppl? :D)

on to happier things, darby's back from taiwan. FINALLY! safely and soundly back into my arms. YAY! (: you're reading the blog of the luckiest and happiest person alive because her boyfriend baked her cookies ytd, cos he thought the previous mookies were a failure (SO NOT TRUE). or maybe he's just finding an excuse to bake for such a wonderful girlfriend like me. HAHAHAHAHAHA! (ok, im mixing too much with kimy :P) cant wait to see her tmr! :D

last friday was out with tits and stacy. thai express's tom yam has gotten really spicy. DAMN SHIOK! ok, i need to go pee now (AGAIN) lol.. :B

alright, an update before im accused of being lazy to blog again. heh :D

last friday was a blast. shopping trip with tits in the afternoon and a full henfest outing at night. wheeeeeeeeee!! :D tits and i didn't really bought anything. how tragic for a shopping trip to turn out this way. but the talks along the way were comforting, fun, and let's just say i wouldn't have it any other way (:

i really love the clothes and surprise from henfest. though i dont think purple's my colour, cos i havent tried it before.. but hey, there's always a first for everything right? (:

then came the brownie cake which i swear will give ppl diabetes. henfest swears by that too, that's why i had to bring home 4 chunks. currently, im still left with 1 chunk. daddy swears it'll give ppl diabetes too after trying 1 chunk. LOL. i dunno if it's just the recipe to this brownie cake that's too sweet, or it's because i have a bunch of uber sweet friends that made it so sweet. heehee (:

the card was a puzzle thingy and after fixing it up, i saw jiayuan's wishes on the top and it didnt took long for everyone to burst into laughter. stacy thought everyone was "smart enough" to write the wishes at the back, but you know we are a special bunch of ppl. jy pretty special for that matter. oh i tell you, it was one hell of a tummy-aching session there and then. i missed that. and im glad henfest met up that day. i missed how tits' is the target for stacy's bullying, i missed how mabel and tits have their fling in front of sw, etc. in short, i missed us (:

it wont be long before we take even more different routes then we are now. it sucks to think we wont have time for one another even more than now. i hope we can get into which ever degree course we wanna go to, in which ever university we desire to get into. that would be nice, even if we're split up, i dont think we'll drift apart all that much. cos i see henfest as a bunch of friends, bff for that matters [yes kimy, you're in too (:], ppl i can grow old with. ppl i can i see myself 20, 30, 50 years down the road, catching up at starbucks or shopping trip at ntuc, giant, etc (i dunno, prolly be aunties by then lol)

and then comes p-clique and p-mates. to all those who want to be nurses.. i say, just do it. be the best. be a SISTER. im sure each and everyone of us has what it takes to be a nurse manager. those who dont want to be a nurse, ala me lol.. well, do sth you really like. hold a job that you enjoy so it wont feel like a job. that's my philosophy to getting a job. i mean, we'll most prolly be doing which ever job we choose for the rest of our lives. we're gonna have to enjoy doing it to be able to hold that job for such a long time right? (i have my wise moments once in awhile ok.. hahas..)

this some what looks like an obituary right? hahas.. :D
ok, before i drift any further.. went to the army museum with chuan li and damn, it was really boring. hahas! but im taking the quest im about to join very seriously ok. that 10, 000$ is mine!! bwahahahahahahaha! ok, shouldn't count my eggs before they hatch. tsk.

chalet cum bbq at ecp for alicia's pre-birthday celebration. it was halloween too, so we could see ppl dressed up for the occasion and all. and this lil boy was so cute can! he had a scary face mask on, but he went like "mummy, mummy!" and went to hold her hand. AWWWWWW!! :D

that was part 1, part 2 was at pasir ris park. joined kimy and spenser for another bbq. i didnt know it was hosted by spenser's army mates, so well.. kimy and me were surrounded by guys. thank god we had one another. but i think we were kind of anti-social. especially me lol. anyways, i was very touched when kimy said she was gonna protect me cos i got some unwanted attention. she said she promise shi kun and she sure kept to it! *huggs* :D thanks spenser for picking me up and sending me home. a very nice bdae present indeed. hahas!

dinner with sw and sherwin on monday. tried xinwang cafe for the first time. i liked my porridge and milk tea. the rest of the food was just alright. sherwin was sick la. damn worrying. ): thank god he had sw and i. if not i think he'd just faint on the street or sth man. YOU'RE WELCOME SHERWIN. lol.

sw's indeed happier with her new red ipod, though poorer.. but still! HAPPIER! oh i wish i could be like her. an itouch would definitely make me alot more poorer.. but hey, i'd be like alot more happier too! hmm.. so does that means happiness comes with a price too? tsk.

and i went back to nyp ytd to keep stacy accompanied during her 3 hours of break. gosh, i just hate long breaks. seriously. i understand how you feel, sweets. i really do. B-O-R-I-N-G *yawns*

on a happier note, darby's coming back in 4 days time. WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D

wishes from daddy and mummy. check.
wishes from henfest. check.
wishes from family. check.
wishes from shi kun. check.
wishes from friends. check.

screw the fact that this is my last teen year! im looooooooooooooooooooovin it! (:

alrighty, a quickie on my holidays so far. thursdays are becoming khim hee days cos i've been seeing her on thursday, 2 weeks in a row now. this coming thursday's going to be the third one HAHA! :D the both of us went to k box to sing last thursday. damn it felt good screaming along to linkin park. seriously, linkin park's the only band i actually really really like. their songs are meaningful though it's mostly punk rock and stuff. simple plan's not bad either.

ok, back to our singing session. i thought khim hee had a great voice, like really! i took a video of her singing so whoever wants to hear it just quote me a price. highest bidder gets to watch and hear it :D (i bet she's hyperventilating if she sees this paragraph now heh :P)

friday was a fruitful day. i spent the day cleaning out my room and re-arranging the way things are and i went running with stacy. it's not just any run ok, we ran from boon keng to balestier hill secondary school thank you very much (: *pats ourselves on the back* we didnt even felt tired, just hungry after the run. oh and stacy has a new thing going on for her now. it's good that she wants to keep fit. not like jenny chan.. not like me LOL :Dv

sleepover at fiona's on saturday night. laying in bed and just talking about anything and everything totally rawks. we should do it again after your A's end k mei? (:

and then 25oct came. yet another cousin of mine is getting hitched. i know! so many weddings happening in the family right?! i like (: but i dont think it's going easy on everybody's pockets heehee (: fyi, pappy's side is having a wedding next year. irene jie jie is getting married. woohoo! then again, im next in line for pappy's side once irene jie jie is done. SHIT. lol.

ANYWAYS, back to 25oct. fifi jie jie was really really really pretty! i mean like really really really pretty! lol ok, i think you get it. the usual tea ceremony in the morning where i was unintentionally late cos i was waiting for my parents at home when they've already left the house lol. and dinner at intercontinental hotel was really good stuff man. to think sherwin tried to entice me with some cheap steamboat buffet. i mean, who in the right mind would wanna choose the steamboat buffet over a wedding dinner?! and i also wanted to see the pretty bride cousin of mine (:

with all the lovey dovey stuff going on ytd, i missed shi kun a lil more than usual, and it was really nice hearing his voice ytd. it's been 11 days already, and i would say im very proud of myself for not being such a wimp (other than day 2 i think) prolly cos im keeping myself busy. not exactly work-busy, but just busy busy. doing random stuff kind of busy lol.

i went ballistic and starting swearing when i saw this job ad. im sure you would too.

NANNY Singapore/Monte Carlo/The World

We are an expatriate couple looking for a capable Nanny to look after our adorable 1 year old son.

You must be responsible, loving and patient and your focus will be taking care of our son, nurturing him, read to him, sing and play as well as encourage his development

We have a full time housekeeper but you will take sole charge of the boy while we are at work.

The position is primarily in Singapore and will require you to attend to our home from 9am to 6pm (Monday to Friday).

However, you should be prepared to travel with the family 3-4 months of each year to our home in Monte Carlo and accompany us on trips to Europe, Asia and the USA.

• You must be experienced with solid references , fluency in English is a must and Mandarin would be an advantage but not a requirement.
• We are looking for a Singaporean or Expatriate PR.

too good to be true huh?! like seriously, HIRE ME, WOMAN! HIRE MEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! i'd die to have such a freakin' awesome shitzeroo job. too bad it's dated back to 25 October 2008. SIAN!! i swear i would have just requested to continue studying online for my diploma and grab this once in a lifetime opportunity. with jobs like this, who needs to chill and relax? (:

attachment's over. YAY!
i just spent my last 5 days with shi kun. INFINITY YAY!!
darby's leaving for 24 days to taiwan later. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO & WEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

well darby said time will pass really fast. i do hope so. i've no more attachments to keep me occupy so i better find a job pronto! i'll miss him loads, like duh. even if i didn't mentioned it, the whole world will also know that la please. HAHA :D

i miss henfest gatherings. everyone's so busy with attachments and part-time jobs. think 30 october will still be significant to me when nobody's around to celebrate? i dont think so. oh well~ at least no one will be able to laugh at me getting a year older. heehee (:

i miss mummy. i need her to come home quick to nag at me. feeling so uneasy without her nagging irritating me. so kiam pak right?! but i guess im just mummy-sick. gonna give her a fuzzy wazzy when she returns home on friday. (:

i wanna getaway
i wanna go on a retreat
i wanna go to taiwan
and stalk ow shi kun :D

love me tender
love me sweet
never let me go
you have made my life complete
and i love you so

love me tender
love me true
all my dreams fulfilled
for my darling i love you
and i always will

love me tender
love me long
take me to your heart
for it's there that i belong
and we'll never part

love me tender
love me dear
yay me you are mine
i'll be yours through all the years
till the end of time (:

"It’s hard being left behind. I wait for Henry, not knowing where he is, wondering if he’s okay. It’s hard to be the one who stays.
I keep myself busy. Time goes faster that way. I go to sleep alone, and wake up alone. I take walks. I work until I’m tired. I watch the wind play with the trash that’s been under the snow all winter. Everything seems simple until you think about it. Why is love intensified by absence?

Long ago, men went to sea, and women waited for them, standing on the edge of the water, scanning the horizon for the tiny ship. Now I wait for Henry. He vanishes unwillingly, without warning. I wait for him. Each moment that I wait feels like a year, an eternity. Each moment is as slow and transparent as glass. Through each moment I can see infinite moments lined up, waiting. Why has he gone where I cannot follow?" - Clare Abshire

if you changed all of henry's name to shi kun, that would be just about how im feeling now. but im gonna learn from her, and be as strong as her. cos you see, sometimes love gives you unexplainable strength and courage to hold on. to hold on to that one thing so pure and true, so special because only two people in this world can share that amazing feeling. now that, is something worth holding on to and fighting for. (:

CRISTAL
30 October
♥ my family & oinky
♥ my friends
♥ owshikun
♥ saying "AWW!"
♥ my life :Dv
FAMILY
OINKY | fiona aka tan tan | sus | tiny | abin tan | ida | ivy | dua gu

BHSS 2e2oo4
twoE2oo4 | siu wen | siti | sherwin aka sherwina nuts tan | mabel | hui qi | alex | pui yin | jaslyn | junyi | xue hua | xiao wei | alicia

BHSS
shaoting | eugene | emily | ping en | chin soon | sara | shi hui | grace | shiqiang | sok koon | adeline | meng hwee | carin | tannya | jun jie | jing

NYP
NYP sprint kayak | MP7 | avelyn | yu ye | huda | a'in | faizurah | s | jelly | aixing | joanna | bernard | jocelyn

FRIENDS
ann ann | wei lu | elaine | huiqi | quennie | xin yi | natalia | chuan li | huimin | rayna