me myself & i

♥

2010-01-02T22:46:00.003+08:00

i dunno how it gets better than this
you take my hand and drag me head first, fearless
and i dunno why
but with you i'd dance
in a storm in my best dress, fearless

i know i cant be completely fearless, but with you im definitely less scared (:
ow shi kun, i love you ♥

hello 2010 (:

2010-01-01T23:39:00.004+08:00

i finally lived my fantasy prom dream. it wasn't the beautiful flowers i got, it wasn't the pretty dress i was wearing.. it was because shi kun was my date to the comms ball! im not saying my 06 prom sucked, it was awesome too! going with henfests was sth i would asking nothing more for (:

i like babykins friends. they're funny and nice (: and as for babykins, i know i've said it for like a gazillion times, but i still think it's not enough; i love you (: for being so sweet, so thoughtful, so caring, so understanding.. for everything and anything, thank you shi kun. for being part of my life, for making me so utterly blessed and the luckiest girl in the world. ♥

spent my xmas with oinky and munchkins. HAPPY BIRTHDAY OINK! yes, oinky's finally 7! spent the day chill-laxing and bringing ah ma for a walk. my gramps is simply the cutest i tell you, like you dunno how cute is cute. hahas! she was so distress when fiona and i brought her to kovan, that it seemed like we kidnapped our very own gramps lol. baked brownies for what seemed to be for a whole entire kampong and alvin actually believe i was gonna make rounds giving them out since it was christmas. HAHA :D

30th dec 09 was a nice day (: henfest xmas cum new year's party. thi s year's theme was white and i felt like i was in heaven cos everyone looked like angels. well, the girls actually :P

everyone being fashionably late. hahas. fiona says birds of the same flock stick together. yes, we have bad traits but till uberly awesome k.. :D too bad jiayuan wasn't there. i miss you, sweetie! speaking of sweet, 4 nice ppl were nice to join in the henfest-ians big family. fiona, susie, sherwin, shi kun and joseph. hope each and everyone of you enjoyed yourselves! i know the food's not much, the games were pretty lame and the environment was warm.. but still! hahahahahahas! please forgive me, xie xie ni (:

and for new year's eve yesterday, i counted down at darby's auntie's house. awesome food i tell you, awesomeeeeeeeeeeee. and his relatives were really nice. damn, im lucky (: speaking of lucky, we won the biggest prize money for bingo! HAHA! :D

headed back to my place after countdown and darby said i died almost immediately after hitting my bed. oh dear.. hahas.. blame it on attachment! :D or maybe it's because i have a very nice bolster :D :D

and today was the first day of 2010, i am having attachment -.- lol, not that it's a bad thing, but still.. i guess im used to having my public holidays even if im not doing much. heh.

alright, im gonna fall asleep anytime soon now. gnite world (:

proud of you, yes i am (:

2009-12-26T20:51:00.002+08:00

a son
a brother
a grandson
a nephew
a friend
a boyfriend

an officer (:

commission lo!! :D

hiatus no more

2009-12-18T20:40:00.003+08:00

ok, it's been awhile. hiatus, lazyness, whatever.. im back. heh (:

it's gonna burn a hole in my brain thinking back on what i did, so make do with the stuff im gonna write yeah? thank you very much :D

the week before attachments was good. let's start off with steamboat on wednesday night with stacy and jenny. food was pretty good and company was obviously superb. the ppl there though, are abit.. erm.. ok i know im mean but i still have to say this. they're weird. why? they think coke and ke le are two different beverages. like WTH!! -.-

thursday, was a day at the botanics. huiming, audrey, kimy and me went there for a picnic. along with snowy and scrubby. aww! hahas! food was good, animals were adorable and the company was awesome as always. should have brought some stuff to play though. but the pets basically kept us entertained. snowy kept running away to god-knows-where to do god-knows-what and scrubby was just damn cute! scurried here and there, and fell asleep suddenly in kimy's hands. AWWWWWWWWW!! :D

due to the change in weather, we had an impromptu movie date too. headed down to cine to catch new moon. i wont say it's a die die must watch movie, but.. it's worth a shot. drool all you want over taylor launter's 8 pacs (yes! i counted! HAHA) but shi kun's hottie factor still wins taylor hands down! heehee, ok i know no one asked for my opinion :P

went to a hamster xmas party on saturday. kimy's lil hamster gang of hamster owners. the food there was DAMN NICE! i just stuffed myself silly, but dont worry i was still minding my manners. the pets there were dammmmmmmmmmn cute can! this lil maltese named belle was definitely the highlight of the party and of course, scrubby and shana (DUH, kimy's babies what :D) belle's a lil special maltese. when i say lil, i really mean lil. she's like the size of 5 big hamsters when she's already 2 years old! reason being? she has a heart problem, making her all the more precious to me. to kimy. to spenser and every other living thing in the living room. cos she's just so damn precious!! okok, i think you get the point hahas.. :D

was supposed to run the full sc marathon on sunday, but darby wont let me cos he was confined. i'll say it's a blessing in disguise cos i was a lil scared i'll just die the next day on attachment due to pure exhaustion. so im gonna give yu ye a round of applause for being so strong! *CLAP CLAP CLAP* (: so much better than a wimp like me can hahas..

ok, attachments i say? yes, attachments have started. a gruelling long 3 months i pictured it out to be, is slowly becoming much more easier to endure with each passing day at ward 9d. the staff there are really really nice. they make life during attachment much more bearable. the nurse manager there is a lil cranky and nagging like 99.9999999999% of the time, but i still think she's nice. (ok, mostly because she changed my schedule for me but still! nice ok :P)

im not saying it's gonna be easy peasy leomon squeezy, but at least i know im gonna survive working with ppl like the staff of 9d. awesome ppl they are yes yes! cant wait to work with my preceptor soon! cos lucky me, she's nice (: but im also gonna need to have the competency to perform well laa.. i know i can do it. darby knows i can do it. henfests know i can do it. i know i can do it (:
first week ended well with a lovely weekend with darby and his family. saturday to flyer and kick-ass good seafood, and sunday to movie with an unexpected surprise with darby dearest. silly boy of mine, bought me my second daniel yam dress. AWWWWWWWWW!! it wasn't because i had no dress for the upcoming comms ball, but because he just wanted to spoil me silly. know what shi kun? you're doing a very good job. but dont splurge so much again k? i'll still love you many many even if you gave me a flower from the pavement. cos everything from you, by you, of you.. means the world to me. now dont you forget that (:

out with sherwin and sw for ayam penyet for a dinner date in town ytd. so lame la! ayam penyet is all i think, smell, drool and crave about when i go orchard now -.- im seriously gonna be obese soon. but nvm, shi kun will still carry me. he promised! :Dv

walked to PS and bought bubble tea on the way. i was tired from being on morning shift for attachments, but sherwin and sw just gave me the unexplainable strength to laugh and gay around. i think friends have like secret super powers that help us do unexplainable happy things. cant wait to see siti and stacy on tmr now that i've said this! :D jenny chan, mabel lim and lim jia yuan! you three better meet me soon before i go to your house and attack you with hugs. mwahahahahahahahaa! :DD
just came back from an outing with munchkins and sus. buffet lunch at hotpot. munchkins was the culprit for 2/3 of the sotongs we ordered and i was the dumbass that ordered the weird shit prawn paste chicken that tasted and looked nothing like the one we always eat. ewww..

we wrote on the lil white balls after lunch. i'd like to thank stacy jenny mabel and siti was being so uberly uberly sweet for dedicating one for henfest and whichever sucker that wrote "cristal's attachment to end on a happy note" i seriously went AWW!! and teared la! so so sweet can (:

tmr's an important day. im gonna bring a hanky least i drool all over safti's parade square. aiieeeee!! :D

♥

2009-12-02T23:10:00.005+08:00

your love puts me at the top of the world (:

update the outdate

2009-12-02T22:16:00.002+08:00

ok, before this news turns mouldy.. the quest was alright only. the prizes weren't such a big hoo-ha i thought they would be so ya.. /: but but! i really enjoyed the games. i thought we bonded as a team really well. i like that feeling of togetherness (:

popeye for lunch was the main highlight of the day actually. since it was our only source of motivation to carry on until the end. the prizes were not worth our enthusiasm. tsk!

the next afternoon was spent helping sw's childcare centre with their graduation day. the kids are so so adorable. i miss being a kid. so carefree, so innocent, so.. everything an adult wont be able to enjoy. then again.. being an adult ain't so bad after all. it's all about the coping part no?

so anyways, i did things that day that i would never do/ or barely done my whole life. i helped the kids with make-up and gel-ing of their hair. i know! so ironic huh? but i really enjoyed myself dolling them up. they're just so so adorable, i tell you. so so adorable. (:

life tends to make a fool out of us most of the times. darby injured his knee on sunday and was given 4 days mc. guess what? i was working for all days, and 3 were full. wth right? -.- but we figured something out for the weekend. that's us, if life gives us lemons.. we make lemonade! :D gosh, i miss him already (:

went to escape with kimy, spenser and audrey on monday. let me tell you, escape ought to just close down. seriously. it's pathetic laa.. damn, cant wait to go overseas. hope the proposal with munchkins will be approved! :D

just came back from steamboat with jenny and stacy. im damn full now. i think my extra fats accumulated from pigging out during the hols are gonna jiggle with me through the marathon on sunday. DONT PLAY PLAY HOR! im gonna try and complete 42.195km on sunday! with my darling baby beside me. aww! (:

sigh

2009-11-22T23:07:00.002+08:00

ever had the feeling of helplessness and uselessness? being in a position where you cant help to make the situation any better? it sucks ):

tit's 19th

2009-11-19T13:25:00.012+08:00

recap on last week. out with sherwin sw and stacy to IMM on friday. dinner at mos burger was funny and embarrassing. but hey, what's new? :D

and on saturday, i was brutally whacked by the piniata stick by a lil kid during party planning. WEHHHHHHHHHHHHH. also, he was the first kid to boss me around after the countless parties i've done. it all started when i was doing my usual rountine of introducing the first game and he went like "NO! today's MY BIRTHDAY. im the BIRTHDAY BOY. so you have to play MY games!" gg.. how could i say no? he IS after all, the son of the ppl who are paying me the big bucks to this gig, so i just kept quiet. all his friends couldn't understand his instructions which got him even mad, so thankfully his mummykins intervened. phew!

headed down to darby's after the party for a bbq session with the guys. i must say zaniel's really good with food. but it's scary how they test the food to see if it's edible. i think i ate like 2 uncooked food. no surprise if i told you i had diarrhoea the following morning lol. :D but the worst thing wasn't that. it was lowsie and zaniel constant sexual harrassment to darby. like seriously! tsk!

and to continue with the previous post.. yes, jenny ought to have more free sundays. stacy, jenny and i headed down to yishun for an afternoon of exploring. armed with food, water and reading materials, we headed down to bottletree park and spent a lazy afternoon reading and taking photos. the photo-taking part was like a work-out man. seriously. hahahahahas! and the jump shots were just a tummy-achin session. heh :D headed to amk for dinner with keryn at MOF. the food and dessert are just alllrightttt laa.. hahas, my alright seems pretty forceful.

anyways, we took the circle line home, which reminds me how stacy and jenny took a bet with me to see who could reach yio chu kang first cos i was very stubborn about circle line not making much of a difference. and so i took the normal route via the ns line and they, the circle line. ok they won, and i've already paid my debt of 2 pearly soya to them. haha! oh stacy and i still owe jenny one cup. DAMMIT.

then came monday. HAPPY 19th TITS!! yes! how could you forget that you can travel with friends now? HOW?!! ok, i dunno why i seem more excited than her. hahas.. another henfest outing, with the boyfriend union. i promise shi kun will join us more often once he ORD. (: thai express was filled with laughter, endless chatter and not even the food could quiet us down. expected outcome when put bffs together. it was really nice. sherwin SO should have came along to make it nicer.

oh oh!! and the quest is this saturday. AIEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!! ok, we've yet to come up with a group name. cos they're gonna announce it when WE WIN. HAHA! okok.. stop it. heehee (:

bottletree park

2009-11-15T23:16:00.001+08:00

jenny should have more free sundays more often :D

darby's back! :Dv

2009-11-11T17:40:00.009+08:00

"watch carefully k baby? making you cookies isn't all easy as it seems. you have to *squish squish* it a lil and etc~" :D

1, 2, 3.. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!! :D :D :D

who's the fairest of them all? STACY! :D
coolest shitz yoghurt. HAHA!

O.M.G. i cant believe Singaporeans are so evil. well.. actually one Singaporean, but i dunno who. if i knew who that person was, i would have minced him/her into chop suey or whatever. tsk! to think he/she had the audacity to take my jeans and run away with it after it dropped to the ground floor, from hanging on my kitchen window. i dont have enough jeans already, and that person still did that to me. WEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! D: i've got one word for that person.. KARMA!! you're gonna get it you dipshit/douchebag.. (ehh sherwin, what other words are there to scold ppl? :D)

on to happier things, darby's back from taiwan. FINALLY! safely and soundly back into my arms. YAY! (: you're reading the blog of the luckiest and happiest person alive because her boyfriend baked her cookies ytd, cos he thought the previous mookies were a failure (SO NOT TRUE). or maybe he's just finding an excuse to bake for such a wonderful girlfriend like me. HAHAHAHAHAHA! (ok, im mixing too much with kimy :P) cant wait to see her tmr! :D

last friday was out with tits and stacy. thai express's tom yam has gotten really spicy. DAMN SHIOK! ok, i need to go pee now (AGAIN) lol.. :B

we sing. we dance. we steal stuff.

2009-11-04T12:17:00.007+08:00

alright, an update before im accused of being lazy to blog again. heh :D

last friday was a blast. shopping trip with tits in the afternoon and a full henfest outing at night. wheeeeeeeeee!! :D tits and i didn't really bought anything. how tragic for a shopping trip to turn out this way. but the talks along the way were comforting, fun, and let's just say i wouldn't have it any other way (:

i really love the clothes and surprise from henfest. though i dont think purple's my colour, cos i havent tried it before.. but hey, there's always a first for everything right? (:

then came the brownie cake which i swear will give ppl diabetes. henfest swears by that too, that's why i had to bring home 4 chunks. currently, im still left with 1 chunk. daddy swears it'll give ppl diabetes too after trying 1 chunk. LOL. i dunno if it's just the recipe to this brownie cake that's too sweet, or it's because i have a bunch of uber sweet friends that made it so sweet. heehee (:

the card was a puzzle thingy and after fixing it up, i saw jiayuan's wishes on the top and it didnt took long for everyone to burst into laughter. stacy thought everyone was "smart enough" to write the wishes at the back, but you know we are a special bunch of ppl. jy pretty special for that matter. oh i tell you, it was one hell of a tummy-aching session there and then. i missed that. and im glad henfest met up that day. i missed how tits' is the target for stacy's bullying, i missed how mabel and tits have their fling in front of sw, etc. in short, i missed us (:

it wont be long before we take even more different routes then we are now. it sucks to think we wont have time for one another even more than now. i hope we can get into which ever degree course we wanna go to, in which ever university we desire to get into. that would be nice, even if we're split up, i dont think we'll drift apart all that much. cos i see henfest as a bunch of friends, bff for that matters [yes kimy, you're in too (:], ppl i can grow old with. ppl i can i see myself 20, 30, 50 years down the road, catching up at starbucks or shopping trip at ntuc, giant, etc (i dunno, prolly be aunties by then lol)

and then comes p-clique and p-mates. to all those who want to be nurses.. i say, just do it. be the best. be a SISTER. im sure each and everyone of us has what it takes to be a nurse manager. those who dont want to be a nurse, ala me lol.. well, do sth you really like. hold a job that you enjoy so it wont feel like a job. that's my philosophy to getting a job. i mean, we'll most prolly be doing which ever job we choose for the rest of our lives. we're gonna have to enjoy doing it to be able to hold that job for such a long time right? (i have my wise moments once in awhile ok.. hahas..)

this some what looks like an obituary right? hahas.. :D
ok, before i drift any further.. went to the army museum with chuan li and damn, it was really boring. hahas! but im taking the quest im about to join very seriously ok. that 10, 000$ is mine!! bwahahahahahahaha! ok, shouldn't count my eggs before they hatch. tsk.

chalet cum bbq at ecp for alicia's pre-birthday celebration. it was halloween too, so we could see ppl dressed up for the occasion and all. and this lil boy was so cute can! he had a scary face mask on, but he went like "mummy, mummy!" and went to hold her hand. AWWWWWW!! :D

that was part 1, part 2 was at pasir ris park. joined kimy and spenser for another bbq. i didnt know it was hosted by spenser's army mates, so well.. kimy and me were surrounded by guys. thank god we had one another. but i think we were kind of anti-social. especially me lol. anyways, i was very touched when kimy said she was gonna protect me cos i got some unwanted attention. she said she promise shi kun and she sure kept to it! *huggs* :D thanks spenser for picking me up and sending me home. a very nice bdae present indeed. hahas!

dinner with sw and sherwin on monday. tried xinwang cafe for the first time. i liked my porridge and milk tea. the rest of the food was just alright. sherwin was sick la. damn worrying. ): thank god he had sw and i. if not i think he'd just faint on the street or sth man. YOU'RE WELCOME SHERWIN. lol.

sw's indeed happier with her new red ipod, though poorer.. but still! HAPPIER! oh i wish i could be like her. an itouch would definitely make me alot more poorer.. but hey, i'd be like alot more happier too! hmm.. so does that means happiness comes with a price too? tsk.

and i went back to nyp ytd to keep stacy accompanied during her 3 hours of break. gosh, i just hate long breaks. seriously. i understand how you feel, sweets. i really do. B-O-R-I-N-G *yawns*

on a happier note, darby's coming back in 4 days time. WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D

happy birthday to me (:

2009-10-30T23:48:00.002+08:00

wishes from daddy and mummy. check.
wishes from henfest. check.
wishes from family. check.
wishes from shi kun. check.
wishes from friends. check.

screw the fact that this is my last teen year! im looooooooooooooooooooovin it! (:

oh my, october's almost over

2009-10-26T22:17:00.009+08:00

alrighty, a quickie on my holidays so far. thursdays are becoming khim hee days cos i've been seeing her on thursday, 2 weeks in a row now. this coming thursday's going to be the third one HAHA! :D the both of us went to k box to sing last thursday. damn it felt good screaming along to linkin park. seriously, linkin park's the only band i actually really really like. their songs are meaningful though it's mostly punk rock and stuff. simple plan's not bad either.

ok, back to our singing session. i thought khim hee had a great voice, like really! i took a video of her singing so whoever wants to hear it just quote me a price. highest bidder gets to watch and hear it :D (i bet she's hyperventilating if she sees this paragraph now heh :P)

friday was a fruitful day. i spent the day cleaning out my room and re-arranging the way things are and i went running with stacy. it's not just any run ok, we ran from boon keng to balestier hill secondary school thank you very much (: *pats ourselves on the back* we didnt even felt tired, just hungry after the run. oh and stacy has a new thing going on for her now. it's good that she wants to keep fit. not like jenny chan.. not like me LOL :Dv

sleepover at fiona's on saturday night. laying in bed and just talking about anything and everything totally rawks. we should do it again after your A's end k mei? (:

and then 25oct came. yet another cousin of mine is getting hitched. i know! so many weddings happening in the family right?! i like (: but i dont think it's going easy on everybody's pockets heehee (: fyi, pappy's side is having a wedding next year. irene jie jie is getting married. woohoo! then again, im next in line for pappy's side once irene jie jie is done. SHIT. lol.

ANYWAYS, back to 25oct. fifi jie jie was really really really pretty! i mean like really really really pretty! lol ok, i think you get it. the usual tea ceremony in the morning where i was unintentionally late cos i was waiting for my parents at home when they've already left the house lol. and dinner at intercontinental hotel was really good stuff man. to think sherwin tried to entice me with some cheap steamboat buffet. i mean, who in the right mind would wanna choose the steamboat buffet over a wedding dinner?! and i also wanted to see the pretty bride cousin of mine (:

with all the lovey dovey stuff going on ytd, i missed shi kun a lil more than usual, and it was really nice hearing his voice ytd. it's been 11 days already, and i would say im very proud of myself for not being such a wimp (other than day 2 i think) prolly cos im keeping myself busy. not exactly work-busy, but just busy busy. doing random stuff kind of busy lol.

2009-10-14T13:44:00.003+08:00

attachment's over. YAY!
i just spent my last 5 days with shi kun. INFINITY YAY!!
darby's leaving for 24 days to taiwan later. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO & WEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

well darby said time will pass really fast. i do hope so. i've no more attachments to keep me occupy so i better find a job pronto! i'll miss him loads, like duh. even if i didn't mentioned it, the whole world will also know that la please. HAHA :D

i miss henfest gatherings. everyone's so busy with attachments and part-time jobs. think 30 october will still be significant to me when nobody's around to celebrate? i dont think so. oh well~ at least no one will be able to laugh at me getting a year older. heehee (:

i miss mummy. i need her to come home quick to nag at me. feeling so uneasy without her nagging irritating me. so kiam pak right?! but i guess im just mummy-sick. gonna give her a fuzzy wazzy when she returns home on friday. (:

i wanna getaway
i wanna go on a retreat
i wanna go to taiwan
and stalk ow shi kun :D

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMGGGGGGG!!!!!

2009-10-19T21:26:00.002+08:00

i went ballistic and starting swearing when i saw this job ad. im sure you would too.

NANNY Singapore/Monte Carlo/The World

We are an expatriate couple looking for a capable Nanny to look after our adorable 1 year old son.

You must be responsible, loving and patient and your focus will be taking care of our son, nurturing him, read to him, sing and play as well as encourage his development

We have a full time housekeeper but you will take sole charge of the boy while we are at work.

The position is primarily in Singapore and will require you to attend to our home from 9am to 6pm (Monday to Friday).

However, you should be prepared to travel with the family 3-4 months of each year to our home in Monte Carlo and accompany us on trips to Europe, Asia and the USA.

You must be experienced with solid references , fluency in English is a must and Mandarin would be an advantage but not a requirement.
We are looking for a Singaporean or Expatriate PR.

too good to be true huh?! like seriously, HIRE ME, WOMAN! HIRE MEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! i'd die to have such a freakin' awesome shitzeroo job. too bad it's dated back to 25 October 2008. SIAN!! i swear i would have just requested to continue studying online for my diploma and grab this once in a lifetime opportunity. with jobs like this, who needs to chill and relax? (:

♥

2009-10-14T13:01:00.002+08:00

love me tender
love me sweet
never let me go
you have made my life complete
and i love you so

love me tender
love me true
all my dreams fulfilled
for my darling i love you
and i always will

love me tender
love me long
take me to your heart
for it's there that i belong
and we'll never part

love me tender
love me dear
yay me you are mine
i'll be yours through all the years
till the end of time (:

the time traveler's wife

2009-10-03T17:59:00.003+08:00

"It’s hard being left behind. I wait for Henry, not knowing where he is, wondering if he’s okay. It’s hard to be the one who stays.
I keep myself busy. Time goes faster that way. I go to sleep alone, and wake up alone. I take walks. I work until I’m tired. I watch the wind play with the trash that’s been under the snow all winter. Everything seems simple until you think about it. Why is love intensified by absence?

Long ago, men went to sea, and women waited for them, standing on the edge of the water, scanning the horizon for the tiny ship. Now I wait for Henry. He vanishes unwillingly, without warning. I wait for him. Each moment that I wait feels like a year, an eternity. Each moment is as slow and transparent as glass. Through each moment I can see infinite moments lined up, waiting. Why has he gone where I cannot follow?" - Clare Abshire

if you changed all of henry's name to shi kun, that would be just about how im feeling now. but im gonna learn from her, and be as strong as her. cos you see, sometimes love gives you unexplainable strength and courage to hold on. to hold on to that one thing so pure and true, so special because only two people in this world can share that amazing feeling. now that, is something worth holding on to and fighting for. (:

ot week

2009-09-30T20:49:00.002+08:00

ot attachment's not as fun as i thought it'd be, but still ok. our lecturers had warned us beforehand about nasty surgeons, but who'd have thought it's the nurses at the ot that are so so unfriendly. well, not all.. cos there are a few rare sweet ones. but majority of them just give you faces and treat you like you owe them a million bucks. like wth -.-

the surgeons are really nice. totally changed my perspective of doctors. (: as for the operations i saw..well, let's just say it's like watching the ultimate Saw the Movie in 4D. the blood.. the drills.. the hammers.. the bone-cutters.. the cutting of fleshes.. the raw flesh i see thereater.. oh gosh, im freaking out a lil alr. the scariest part was, i couldn't take my eyes off those gore scenes unless i look at it for at least a minute. i think i have a sick mind lol. na, i think it's because it's not everyday you see such things that's why it was really an eye-opener (the gore aside please hahas)

anyways, khim hee's haveing her attachment now too! yayie! got to see her for 3 days straight for lunch. it's hui ming's shift tmr lol. alicia's finally on the same shift with me. i dunno why but i felt so much more comfortable. i guess im just used to having her around during my attachments. considering how im always with her for attachments since year1 until geron attachment lately.

19 days without seeing shi kun already, and 10 more days to go. i miss him to bits laaaaaaaaa ):

when he smiles (:

2009-09-13T16:54:00.004+08:00

when he smiles,
i melt inside.
when he smiles,
im mesmerized.
when he smiles,
my heart feels all tingly.
when he smiles,
he makes me feel that everything's gonna be ok.
when he smiles,
i feel special, safe and desired.
when he smiles,
the whole world doesn't matter.
when he smiles,
i forget all my sadness
when he smiles,
he cures my pain.
when he smiles,
my whole world lits up.
when he smiles,
i smile too (:

happiness from the smallest things

2009-09-23T17:58:00.003+08:00

WHYYYYY!! you tell me why must i get the gastric flu bug when attachments are almost over for geron?! now i have to go to ttsh on saturday to pay back my attachment hours cos i felt so nauseated i had to call it a day at work today and go see the doctor. im such a weakling seriously. seeing the doctor used to be a once in 2 years or more kind of thing. now it's like once every few months? oh woe me ):

maybe i should start living more healthily. hahas! yeah right.. :D anyways, results are out! my gpa took a dip down south. the worrying part is.. i dont seem to be very much upset abt it. cos im so darn happy i passed every module! like aiiee!!! :D :D :D

i know i know.. im so easily contented right? that's why i dont achieve much in life. but i cant help it how the "tiny-est" things satisfy me sometimes. then again, sometimes i expect too much in certain things. contradicting huh? tsk. take for example, i can such a drama queen most of the times. looking so bold with exaggerated actions and hysterical laughter, but the truth is.. im as cowardly as a tortoise. except sometimes i just get like unexplainable streaks of courage to do the most unimaginable stuff. and well, let's just say things do turn out pretty well (:

but i know that in life.. if you want to be truly happy, one should never expect much out of things. only then will you not be too disappointed if things dont turn out the way you want em too. true? (:

another long weekend

2009-09-22T11:08:00.009+08:00

out with khim hee again last friday. we totally didnt get the storyline of the time traveler's wife. but it was pretty nice watching. anyways, cant wait for her to start her attachment at ttsh cos i miss her already hahas! :D

sleepover at tans after the movie! (: selfish girl deprived me of a blanket to sleep, while she's snoring away so happily wrapped up in the blanket that was supposedly to be shared between the two of us. tsk!

spent sunday with jenny and stacy. met jenny first and we did a lil gaying around in the shopping centre. getting into the halloweenie mood when it was obviously hari raya puasa that day. tsk! lol.. stacy joined us a lil after work before jenny headed over to mine to steal photos and help me do a mani for ivy jie jie's wedding the following day.

oh ho ho~ yes yes, monday was ivy jie jie and ian's big day. well, in singapore that is. ivy jie jie looked so so pretty in her wedding gown. oh come on, who doesn't huh? but she being my cousin made her exceptionally pretty :D not to mention cute! hahas (:

anyways, tea ceremony at da gu's in the morning and din din at four seasons hotel at night. but before that, i went over to sus's to get my hair done, but it was a total waste of time cos i tied it up in the end. i know! like wth -.- and finally had my virgin experience of really putting on makeup all by myself. not just slapping on some foundation and blusher like i did back at working with earle's. but attempting to well, look.. pretty? not too shabby i must say. i looked pretty decent for someone who-has-never-done-her-makeup-on-her-own-her-entire-life-up-till-now. HAHA :D

noticed how shi kun didnt appear in any of the above updates of myself over the long weekends? well, that's cos my poor baby boy's being confined for 3 weeks. over something that isn't really his fault. like seriously, that person who confined him ought to be shot and ripped into confetti la! robbed me of my ow shi kun. you're gonna get it, buster! bwahahahahahahahahahahahaha! ok, LAME! hahahas.. dont worry darby, i'll be right here waiting for you (:

happy 19th darby! (:

2009-09-17T15:36:00.002+08:00

you're everything i asked for,
and so much more (:
happy birthday, honey bun! :Dv

get well soon, ah ma

2009-09-12T10:27:00.003+08:00

he asked if we're mentally prepared
my answer is,..no /:

armour camp family day

2009-09-07T15:48:00.002+08:00

yeah that's the ~~arf~~, ~~avf~~, vehicle that darby drives. oh, all the army jargons are tough to rmb! sorry honey ): anyways, last saturday was armour camp family visiting day. the best part wasn't the tank called leopard, or the fun twirling simulator tank ride. the best part was lunch! hahas.. no la, the best part was seeing my darby (:

it really was an eye-opener. seeing the insides of the tank was so cool. and shi kun gets to drive it! so that makes him cooler. but he's still sizzling hot if you ask me. :D (ok, i know no one asked for my opinion lol)

hmm.. now what should i do next sunday? (:

pocket full of posies (:

2009-09-04T17:55:00.012+08:00

"ah yee, do i look cute?" :D :D :D
when you wash your body, wash your hands too~ (x2) :Dv
"ah yee, let me help you floss your teeth" -.-
jiayuan, our darling pepper-grinder of the day (:
ok, i finally decided to update. i know i know.. im sucha lazy ass. but well, here i am.. so better make sure you have all the time in the world cos this is gonna be a grandfather's-story-length post. :Dv

ok, exams are over. YAY. ok, that just sounded so dead lol, but what do you expect?! the initial excitement has already worn off la please.. so anyways, i dont think there's anything to celebrate about cos i dont think my papers were done very fantastically well. i think the lecturers like our batch too much. seems like they're trying to kill us with every single paper so we'll all fail and they can see us longer. -.- but that's just my bias judgement. just because i sucked in the exams doesn't mean my friends will too so ya.. hahas!

well, i spent no time to waste in enjoying myself after my last paper. had a belated bdae din din for my dear sweet ol jenny. stacy and me got high, thinking of ways to sabo jenny. yes, we're evil but hey.. what's a bdae without some fun? (: ok, sw jy stacy and me finally agreed on one suggestion. that is for jenny to ask the only guy waiter for his number. as we all know, stacy and i dont have very small voices so i guess he heard it and seeked refuge behind some pillar, when jenny was FINALLY ready to ask. WALAUUU.. party-pooper..

friday was spent with p-clique. i finally got to play at jurong swimming complex! YAYIE!! :D :D ok, THIS.. the excitement still hasn't worn off :D so anyways, i basically just wanted to go there and slack but audrey and yu ye were like training for the olympics or something. kept swimming la! but of course they did have their share of fun. we slid down all the slides, laze at the lazy river and played with the fake tsunami waves. speaking of slides, khim and i, being the suckers we are, were a lil chicken-ed of the big slides initially. so we decided to give the smallest one a go first, to warm up. BIG MISTAKE to the max! it was freaking scary and sth kim said made me laughed like crazy, even as im thinking about it now. she said "i didnt even have time to scream!" LOL!!

saw a lil hanky-pankying in the cave of the lazy river while i was lazing by myself (p.s. i hid myself in the float while passing the couple so there won't be any awkward-ness) and the other 3 were preparing for the 2012 Olympics lol. so anyways, being super auntie, i ran back to the pool to tell them, and yu ye said i might have been able to see some r21 action if i put my head underwater. tsk! see what type of tiko friends i have. the others are khim, tits and jenny by the way. HAHA! ok so anyways, we were damn hungry after swimming and playing around so we left to have lunch and it was like 5 plus? damn emo right?! we were all freaking hungry la. chit-chatted and only know how to take up space in the restaurant while there was a long queue outside. tsk us.

headed back home for 7th month din din with tans, jin yee and lynn yee. yes, i still have space for more food LOL. tans was telling me all about her prelims and the next thing we knew, we were at each other's throat, debating about gp topics. pretty interesting i must say, yes yes.

weekends were spent with darby. though not much, but better than none. i have to start living with this fact, cos armour camp's making darby more muscular. so nicer for me to cuddle up to him. aiee!! im blushing just thinking about it. heehee :D

moday was the start of yet another attachment. BORING~ actually saying that wouldn't do justice to the cute lil uncle and aunties, ah gong and ah mas who are making my day everyday. but when you've got a lecturer from hell.. things just seem so sian. hahas.. well at least she's not taking me for my full gerontology posting. if not i sense impending doom. lols..

short meet up with jenny and stacy ytd. jenny and i were SO NOT LOST in ion. like duh, since we're AHEM so smart. :D brought sunflowers home cos they were giving it out on the streets outside ion. (:

alright, im very hyped about tmr cos i get to see mr handsome in his uniform. YAYIIEEE!! :DD

you two, stay strong (: